Ganapathy thunai

I would like to share one of the good things that came to my heart and head. Heart is the spiritual energy and head is the intellectual ego that persist with in the self and portrait as the individual.

It happened on a Sunday afternoon; I started a short hop shopping from my area to another that is five kMs away.

Poor being I am on this day also, I was traveling with my family of wife, mother and kids. I love and hate this moment; it is like you being in paradise and hell simultaneously. Would most you agree or not?  Fortunately, I never let the pleasure of paradise or fires of hell reflect in my driving.

Exactly after 5 minutes in the journey I saw Sathya Sai Baba photo on the car front of me. I got excited and told everyone that Baba came to bless me. I have this unstoppable faith whenever I have darshan of Siddha Purshas, in any form, picture, statue or words, I feel blessed.

In this junction I, also I felt blessed and thanked Baba I proceed to the shop. I asked my mom and wife to carry on shopping, while I had waited in the car. I parked the car close to shop on the road, and few other cars parked behind and front

I was reading a book written Poet the great Kanadasan, few cars and buses pass me, I was reading the lines , Kanadasan says, whatever happens, take it is given by God , only up to bearable limit GOD would give , thank God for that.

In the next few minutes, I saw a bus very close to me, the front body crossed and the rear body just to pass by , but it severed a bit and bang the sound came, I saw my car right side  mirror flew by. I got down and checked no damage to my body and car, but my ego busted.

We started back to home and everyone was happy that I am safe and nothing bad happened. The ego took over and applied its vengeance to mother, wife and children.

 I was not happy and living in Hell for next few hours. I spoke to GR mama, whenever I speak with HIM, I will be back to normal and I took walk, came to the bed.

There is a question came up, why I did not heal myself and heal others?  Why I had chosen to hurt every one?

I strongly belief that Baba showed the way, heal the self. I became better and prayed for healing myself. I became light and called my wife, placed my hand on her head and prayed, let the peace be on you and be heal and happy.

I am learning the language of Siddhas and GOD is only affection and purity. They only touch us when the heart is pure and love flows out.

I wanted to share the magic of Selfheal. Pray with confidence to make you heal and be at home. The mind is the trick and do all the dramas. It can either drown us or take us to the peak and bow to the Parvathi Parameshwaran.

Some days and hours you may not be understood by others, you may be cornered, you may not achieve the goal, frustration and depression can surround you , beating you all down, at that moment, I request whoever reads this, pray for a moment to heal off from all troubles of the mind to your Guru or God. It will work it is within.

There is a happy note, one of my friend send a mail with pictures of Maha Periyava and various forms of GOD. I am became so happy and light, the selfheal had started.

Someone can have the calm and collected mind, by the gift of God, but for those suffer and wounded, only the self-help is best and heal yourself. Let peace and harmony surround us.

I pray and submit at the golden feet Maha Periyava, who is my Othiappar Murugan.